Only now in my 40s have I learnt to love my cock and sex.

Only now in my 40s have I learnt to love my cock and sex.

CONTENT WARNING! SEXUAL ABUSE STORY

Only now in my 40s have I learnt to love my cock and sex.

From a early age touching myself gave me so much pleasure and once I discovered what happens if rub long enough I was like a kid with a new toy!!. However soon after I started secondary school a teacher also got a liking for my cock, for the next 5 years he abused me whenever he could, so often I lost count.
For most of my adult life afterwards anything sexual gave me a combination of love and pain along with feelings of guilt and being dirty. After years with a good spiritual councillor I now at long last love myself and my body. Only long term effect is moment my cock enters a cunt it goes soft and none of my relationships have worked long -term with that being one of the main reasons. Ending on positive I hold no grudge, hate eats you up, love everyone, life is too short xxxx

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